Muhammad Nabil

  Nabil I hope you are not overthinking about our conversation. It was all random circumstances that came in my head. I’m not going anywhere now or ever. It would kill me slowly to be away from you permanently. You are within me now. Even the thought gives me anxiety. You have no idea.   You are in my heart, my brain , in my veins, my thoughts, in my eyes my sleep, and my soul. How can you possibly go now?? Only one way to take you out now. I love hard baby or don’t love at all. I told you before I’m a once in a lifetime girl. Over sensitive, over thinker, over emotional, over caring and over Gussa girl.       If you really want me baby then your sabar will be tested. Remember that always. If you come out victorious then only if Allah wills Insha Allah I will yours one day. And I will Insha Allah wait for that time. If at any point you are unable to wait then I will shall continue to wait and hope and silently pray to my Allah for your happiness xx    ...

 She was engaged with daily house chores, when Nabil called. Her hands were wet, dripping with water as she quickly answered the phone. she smiled and her heart skipped a beat. Nabil was calling from his office and wanted to take her to a iftaar gathering at work. He was very excited because it would be the first time her could take her out and introduce his pride to the world. She listened very carefully as he spoke very gently to her. “ But I don’t know what to wear” she replied. “ anything will look good on you” he replied. “ I will pick you up at 4.30 “ then he hung up. As she finished her cleaning, she was deep in thought about her love. The love she fought for! Looking at the clock , “ I don’t have much time.” She opened her wardrobe and took black trousers and pale grey shirt out for Nabil and put it on her bed. Then she pulled out a pair of black shoes from a box. She cleaned the shoes until they looked almost new. Now she as the hard part! She has decided that her outfit h...