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Dec 12, 2023 2:13AM

thoughtful-man-sitting-down-confusion-and-overthinking-concept-picture-id1349363964  | The Emotional Investor

Thoughts bombarded his mind. First it was only when he hit the bed every evening. But recently it was, even when he had a minute to himself. Nabil couldn’t come to any conclusion. She was on his mind day and night. He would often question himself. Why me? What do I have that, no one else has? Why didn’t I meet her earlier? His throbbing heart ached for her so much. How he yearned her sweet smell, that no other human could compare. He would often reminisce, the conversations that they would share daily. It was like time had stopped for them. If only it would! Nabil spent his day looking at the ticking clock, wondering, what his love was doing. It was like being on a mental roller coaster. He knew deep down, she was the one. She was one, who knew the real Nabil. His every thought, that crossed his mind. She would often read his silence and unsaid words. He knew damn well, this woman was no ordinary woman. She was the one that filled the gap in his damaged heart.

 

My dearest Nabil, please don’t ever stress regarding me. It hurts me deeply when you are deep in thoughts. I can read your mind and hear your unsaid words. My heart tells me about your every thought, that crosses your mind daily. I don’t know how, I can read your mind. But one thing for sure I can say is my heart and soul is deeply connected to your heart and soul. I can hear you and sense you with me all the time. I have expressed this with you many times. You seem to be baffled all the time, regarding my correct predictions. Again I’m requesting you not to worry.

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