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Feb 1, 2024 4:02 AM

 

 

 

Nabil was stood at the entrance of the arranged shop, waiting anxiously. He kept looking at his phone anticipating the message from her. As he lifted his face from the phone, he spotted a car pulling in at the entrance of the shop. She spotted him from a distance whilst still seated in the car. His eyes lit up with excitement. Suddenly he felt his heart racing uncontrollably like a racing car. His hands started shaking as he typed “ shall I come in” instantly he received the message “ yes.” As she opened the car door, she spotted him. Her eyes beamed with delight, as she gave that first eye contact. Nabil was totally hypnotised with the exchange of eye contact. It felt like his whole body was in trance. He was irresistibly captivated by her, as she walked towards the shop, glaring at him. Pleading with her eyes to follow her in. His thirsty eyes followed. Nabil entered the shop standing near the counter, facing her. She was casually looking through the racks of clothes.

Staring at her uncontrollably he felt pleasure within his soul. It was something he never felt for anyone. He could not believe his eyes that she was in front of him. He would walk to the other side of the world for this one glance. She glance at him often and smile with her eyes. He felt mutual agreement between two lost souls. He was fighting with himself, trying to control his actions. He could see that she was also trying to control her body language. Nabil felt trapped in his body as he was fighting his emotions. He desperately wanted to hold her in his arms. She was everything he wanted. She had picked up two items of clothing then she moved closer to the counter, and giving him that reassurance. As she reached her hand to select some jewellery, she sensed him looking with his hungry eyes. She looked directly at him and caught his lost eyes looking at her. That look!  His deep, mesmerising eyes spoke the words that she needed to hear. That was all she needed.

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