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13/02/2024

 

 

I often talk to myself, my true self. My best friend, my confident. I express my fears, my happiness, and tell her about him. My long conversations that I share with him.    I often sit alone, thinking about him. It makes me smile whilst lost in thoughts. He is the one! A constant battle between me and her. She is always victorious. I express my worries to her. She listens very carefully, soothing my chaotic mind. She calms the storm that is brewing within. Often I would find her out of control. She is wild as a fire. Rages like an untamed lioness. It breaks my heart to see like that. How can someone be this wild? I put her in a cage and tell her to be silent as my tears flow. Quickly wiping them and looking around. I will see you tomorrow then we will have a conversation.

 

Thank you Nabil for bringing a smile to my face for the past year

Opening the bolted door to my heart

Lighting a candle to my heart where there was no entry

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