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20/02/2024

 

 

She laying in her bed thinking about him. He was on her mind all the time. No matter where she was, he never left her. Nabil was a ray of sunshine. He came to her life unexpectedly.  He was as a blessing in disguise. Why him? She often questioned herself. Out of millions of people in the world, he was the one who saved her from self destruction. As she thought of him in a loving  way, a sudden smile appeared on her face. She thanked Allah for her special person. She needed him maybe more than he needed her. Nabil was also leading to self destruction at that time. But in each other’s company they found love. Love is just a word that is used by people everyday. They had, more than they both realised

 

They had each other to talk about their worries and thoughts. He listened carefully and always put her first. Her feelings always were Nabil’s priority. No matter what he was feeling, he always considered her feelings first. Over the period of weeks their bond became stronger. She didn’t even realise when she fell hard for him. Something very deep inside hurted her so much when she missed him. It was Uncontrollable and very painful. That’s when she actually realised that he was her pain relief. She was falling deeper day by day. She would sometimes question herself. Why does he love me ? What have I got that another woman does not? I’m nothing special? I don’t deserve this man. But in reality he was everything to her. She was damn sure and never doubted him. The happiness that showed on her face was unexplainable when she was with him. He was the love of her life. Whether they are destined to be together or not!

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