As
soon as I saw you , my heart started beating. I was really nervous and
anxious. When I came closer to you outside the shop. I just wanted to
ground you open and I wanted you to jump in because I was that anxious.
But when our eyes met for the first time. My heart started racing and
legs went wobbly. Instant smile on my face but trying to be normal as I
was in public. My inside was so over joyed. You are exactly how I
imagined you would be. The same eyes, nose , face and a very handsome
face 
Meeting you Nabil, was an unexpected coincidence. Befriending you was my choice. I don’t know when the friendship turned to a feeling, that I had never experienced. The feeling! This so called feeling lead to many more, feelings over the period of many months. Firstly a light banter, bitter sweet late nights. Then the anguish , that was out of my control. Yes the anguish, that ran through my nerves, triggering more nerves. The nerves that lead to my damaged throbbing heart. My brain was giving me instructions to warn my idol heart. Your sweet voice was a dose to my soul. In this whole process, I don’t know how and when I became you. I was writing my feelings for you. Because it’s my way of expressing myself so that I feel better. You always say that I must express myself to you. And honestly I feel better. It helps me to relax my mind. Or I need to read. I’m a bloody walking library. Get used to it.
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