Muhammad Nabil

    She has a habit of overthinking, over analysing every now and then. It’s not a healthy habit but it overtakes her mind. It’s something that has been happening over the past few years. Nabil suffers from her impulse behaviour. She knows that he is always there for her, when she needs him. Nabil is the most patient and loving person that she has in her life. She fears of loosing him but is unable to express that to him. Then this monstrous disease overtakes her mind. It’s like being under a spell until he saves her every time. Once the demons have disappeared, she finds him on her side waiting for her. Longing for him, more than ever. Tears of relief pouring down her face and wishing him there until  eternity.   Baby you are the love of my life. My happiness, my escape from my inner demons, my calmness, my reason to get up, my reason to sleep, my happy thoughts, my every thought that crosses my mind throughout the day, my last thought before I sleep. I love you mor...

    She laying in her bed thinking about him. He was on her mind all the time. No matter where she was, he never left her. Nabil was a ray of sunshine. He came to her life unexpectedly.  He was as a blessing in disguise. Why him? She often questioned herself. Out of millions of people in the world, he was the one who saved her from self destruction. As she thought of him in a loving  way, a sudden smile appeared on her face. She thanked Allah for her special person. She needed him maybe more than he needed her. Nabil was also leading to self destruction at that time. But in each other’s company they found love. Love is just a word that is used by people everyday. They had, more than they both realised   They had each other to talk about their worries and thoughts. He listened carefully and always put her first. Her feelings always were Nabil’s priority. No matter what he was feeling, he always considered her feelings first. Over the period of weeks their bond be...

    I often talk to myself, my true self. My best friend, my confident. I express my fears, my happiness, and tell her about him. My long conversations that I share with him.    I often sit alone, thinking about him. It makes me smile whilst lost in thoughts. He is the one! A constant battle between me and her. She is always victorious. I express my worries to her. She listens very carefully, soothing my chaotic mind. She calms the storm that is brewing within. Often I would find her out of control. She is wild as a fire. Rages like an untamed lioness. It breaks my heart to see like that. How can someone be this wild? I put her in a cage and tell her to be silent as my tears flow. Quickly wiping them and looking around. I will see you tomorrow then we will have a conversation.   Thank you Nabil for bringing a smile to my face for the past year Opening the bolted door to my heart Lighting a candle to my heart where there was no entry

      A pain so deep that triggers within. Overwhelming emotions take over the body. Silent tears shed,  like a endless river. Suddenly falling to the ground. Clutching my knees and pleading.” Oh my love, where are you?  The screams echo in the distance. Dragging my shell in despair, I got up. Tears continued to flow as I limped to search for my life. My heart spoke “ dear yearning soul, don’t loose hope.” Hearing those words  gave me hope. The hope I needed to welcome. The journey continues

      Baby please don’t overthink. I’m here for you always. I know that you are thinking that she is the biggest overthinker that you probably know, but I can’t bare you stressing over stuff that is not in your control. I know, what is on your mind all the time. Your silence speaks to me. It hurts me so much that you worry so much. You are very special to me and mean more than I can express. All I know is that my heart is always restless without you. It secretly prays for your happiness and success all the time.  I start my day thinking about you and end my day thinking about you. Our endless conversations and romantic fights. Our cute FaceTime moments we share. Holding items to feel ones presence nearby. Looking at the ticking clock to see what the other must be doing. And most importantly, waiting for one another all day to hear that voice, that rescues our souls  from despair. Then again it is fuelled to roam again the next day and so on.   You are my ❤️...